Rest In Peace

2 nights ago I went searching for him. Didn't know his number, I searched his name, and his screen names and found little information leading to where he could be or what he could be doing. I don't know why I searched for him. I thought about all the pranks we pulled on each other and all the teasing and I thought about that time we talked when he seemed like he needed somebody. I thought about how he might be today and maybe we could catch up. I don't know how he felt about me I know we weren't always on good terms but I never thought of it as serious. I just thought thats how he was. I searched for him. I had him on my mind. Today someone told me he died last night. My heart hurts and all I can hope is that he has peace. I'm sorry.

Space Time Continuum

I had this acid trip one time with 4 of my friends and it's kinda difficult to explain but I'll try. So we all eat our tabs and about a half hour in reallygo into space. So we roam around my apartment listening to music, staring at things, laughing hysterically, etc. you get my point. Then it seemed like every hour or so we would migrate back to my bedroom and assume the exact same positions we started in. About the 3rd or 4th time we assumed our positions I started to have this crazy feeling that whatever happened prior to our stance, never really happened... how could all that craziness have just happened if we are right back to this? Did we even move at all, or was all that just some vivid dream I was having?

OK so I started saying it... "Are we back to this"? It had become the theme of our trip.

Moving on, I wanted to explain what all that exactly made me think. So I am in a place... and now I am not... what changed? my positioning? or time? I guess I didn't pay attention in Science because I was coming to this giant revelation that I may have just stumbled upon a ground breaking theory little did I know.... I was just on drugs.